The online library is primary for sharing a cursor with the community. If you want to use it on your site, it is recommended to upload it to your own server.
Anyway your cursor is here: cursor-library/1200
You may also need to read this.
Where dp i find my cursor once its uploaded
url for cursor?
Ive managed to upload my cursor after i finally figured out how to make it animated, clicked cursor, add to online library.... ? now what? where do i fnd it or the url so i can use it on my site?